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Post by Cindy on Jul 12, 2009 11:32:51 GMT -5
Ahhh see? You're getting better with the "signs." Light flickering is very common with the spirits (not sure why--maybe because it's "easy" for them?) My Grandpa seems to do it most when my Mom is around because it seems to be the limits of her belief.
I'm so glad you let your Dad be a "Dad." sick or not, that's exactly what he is and he wouldn't want you to feel alone. I'm sure he is lonely without her too, so you have that in common and can help each other with that. It sounds like you are awesome with him (I envy you that, I miss having a good Dad)
We are getting some very strange weather here too. Even on nice days the temps are below normal and there is some heavy downpours, then they just stop. Maybe the spirits are PO'ed about something:-)
What a lovely flowers story--twirling flowers at you from the trees..I'd say your Mom is figuring out some great ways of communicating with you and you're doing a nice job of "hearing" her. I hope it makes you feel a little less lonely for her.
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Post by peanut on Jul 12, 2009 16:01:59 GMT -5
Hey thanks for that Cindy. Yeah it was nice for dad to be dad and me to be a wee kid again.
Thanks for thinking i sound awesome with him. you're a pet. I'm sorry you don't have a good relationship with your dad. you do see him though right? I remember you mentioning him a while back. He was in town or something? I never really had a great relationship with my dad. Mom was my favourite and i was mega close to her. But we do get on well enough my dad and me. I know that I do love him and I know that he appreciates me being here. I've heard him tell people that he would be lost without me which is both sweet and sad at the same time.
The flowers weren't quite flowers really but leaves that kind of looked flowery (if that makes any sense atall!) It was pretty though and I really hope it was mom. The more i think of it the more i believe it. I was just in a bad place that day and probably expected more.
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Post by Cindy on Jul 12, 2009 19:54:02 GMT -5
Yes, I see him occasionally but frankly after a weekend I've had more than enough of him. Business comes above all else. He is a total dreamer and has nothing to show for it. When I was a kid he wasn't around for years at a time and he thought he was above child support so he gave my Mom nothing save $5000 that came at the end of 18 yrs because the cops finally chased him for it. So, that's always in the back of my mind as he shows up late, cancels plans with me to hang out with his buddies still in town here ect...Makes promises and never keeps them. I suspect he shows up more here now because his other two girls (the ones that live near him in Nashville) are old enough now to catch on to who he really is and one of them is also married now so she's past needing to deal with him. He's the type that never should have had any kids. Anyway, good on ya for taking care of Dad and wanting a better relationship with him.
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Post by peanut on Jul 13, 2009 16:01:54 GMT -5
Wow, he sounds like a piece of work. I'm sorry Cindy. He does sound like the type that shouldn't have kids but another way of looking at it is, if he didn't, then we wouldn't have our wonderful Cindy! So even jerks can come with blessings!! I guess we can call you the purse that was made out of a sow's ear. haha. (God, I hope you've heard that saying before and don't think I've flipped my lid altogether!)  |
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Post by Cindy on Jul 13, 2009 22:35:35 GMT -5
No worries peanut I know what it means..lol
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Post by gingerbird on Sept 1, 2009 10:55:00 GMT -5
Wow, I just posted in the Anything Goes thread, and my post number is the one that makes me think of my mom. Is there such a thing as coincidence? I never even noticed numbers here before.
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Post by peanut on Sept 1, 2009 14:39:50 GMT -5
I'm sure your mom would like you to know that she's with you at this time so it's probably not coincidence. That's really cool (and comforting I'm sure).
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Post by gingerbird on Sept 8, 2009 13:35:14 GMT -5
Today I went to the store, and there in the meat case was a package priced at that "magic number."
I did not buy it.
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Post by gingerbird on Sept 13, 2009 21:25:36 GMT -5
When I logged into this site just now, there was that number in my clock again.
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Post by Cindy on Sept 13, 2009 23:45:35 GMT -5
LOL well your Mom is consistant eh? I'm glad she likes it around here..(or you coming here) I enjoy a content spirit:-) (I don't want to think about their stronger powers if they get ticked--you may not have had the experience of seeing one get a bit peeved but I have:-))
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Post by gingerbird on Sept 14, 2009 12:33:44 GMT -5
Cindy, can you tell a story about a peeved spirit? I haven't experienced one, or at least haven't been aware that I have, or maybe I just blocked it. Heh. But seriously, I wonder about one person who caused MUCH grief in my life, an abuser in so many different ways. He died unexpectedly a couple of years ago (God's way of "what goes 'round, comes 'round" it was said). It freaks me to think he can "visit" me, or continue to cause harm. Thoughts? Input from Peanut on this?
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Post by peanut on Sept 14, 2009 17:15:56 GMT -5
That's wonderful that you've seen your 'number' more often. I think your mom may want you to know that's she with you at this tough time for you. Hope things are getting better for you.
Cindy, I too would like to hear of your peeved spirit story. I only had one encounter with anything freaky and I wrote about it on the first page of this thread (actually I never got Cindy's take on it!)
Anyway, do share your story please Cindy.
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Post by Cindy on Sept 14, 2009 19:20:47 GMT -5
The peeved spirit was my Grandfather. He was upset with me for not helping my Mom find help with her swallowing/eating issue. At first, he just kept flashing a "clear" throat in my visions (so that I would know it could be fixed) I saw what I would consider to be an "empty" throat that clearly had no eating issues--this started about a yr ago after my Mom didn't seem to be improving on her own. So one night, I asked him if it was going to get better, the throat pics started coming through.
Anyway, this went on for months. He kept flashing the same pic but I couldn't find anything to help her. Then I heard him say I wasn't doing enough. He was VERY insistent (his voice was loud in my head --not yelling but insistent) Nothing was changing and I was getting so mad...I kept telling him to tell me what to do because I was getting nowhere--keep in mind when this happens I'm sleeping (or close to it) but I know I'm yelling now, and I can hear him getting louder too. He kept telling me to tell her. (I hadn't told my Mom about seeing a clear throat, I didn't want to get her hopes up) Anyway, he kept yelling at me to tell her and he would flash the pic. So, I finally did. I repeated it for a couple of months waiting for her to believe me or not. She had a specialist appointment coming up so did some research--she found some stuff on the net that wasn't related to her issue but she thought it was) She took it to the doc, the doc said "that won't do anything but I have something that will" so that's how it came up. She has the surgery in Oct--hope it helps.
Anyway, I went back in my dream and asked him about it all. He said "It wasn't yours to find, she needed to find it for herself so she would believe it--it wasn't my place to tell you." So, he used me to get to her and we fought for months in my head as I tried to figure out what he wanted.
During that time everytime I was around my Mom he would flick the streetlights on/off (she does believe he turns streetlights on/off that's pretty much her limit for believing) so he was going wild..lol Everytime we were out "flick" "flick" "flick" and even she was all "Wow Dad, high energy" and I'd say "yeah, he's mad at me cause I'm not helping you."
He would never hurt me, but it's clear that he was frustrated. I also believe he isn't very happy to be there. He enjoyed his life here, I think he would come back if he could so he gets mad. My grandmother is content, whole different energy.
So, if I had someone who was mad at me when they passed? Look out--I think they can carry the energy over with them. They can use it for good or bad--their choice. Just my belief.
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Post by peanut on Sept 15, 2009 16:14:01 GMT -5
Ah I remember you did tell that before Cindy. Once I read 'peeved spirit' I was imagining a poltergeist but I do remember you saying that your grandfather used to shout at you in your dreams over your mom's throat. I wish her the very best next month.
That must have been so frustrating for you to have your grandfather shouting at you to help your mom but you not realising exactly how he wanted you to do that. Anyway, I hope he's stopped shouting at you now!
That's really awesome though. (as annoying as it was for you to be fighting with him for months)
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Post by Cindy on Sept 15, 2009 16:27:18 GMT -5
Yes, it's nice to have the connection. Any visits from your Mom lately? Little things..big things?
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